So although the cold is still gracing us with its presence, I am feeling good. I finally feel human, thanks to the steroids I can finally enjoy Christmas in all its flashy glory and I intend to do it with style!
Last year was hard, probably one of the hardest Christmases I have ever had, well so far anyway, I didn’t think I would ever get to enjoy this time of year again, however last year is fast becoming a distant memory, which is fab.
In a way I really don’t quite know how I feel about my MS, I think blocking it out of my mind is the only way I can really get on and live my life. For the moment anyway, I start my tysabri on the 18th, I am sure it will once again remind me of the fact that I will always have Multiple Sclerosis, no matter how much I try and ignore it.
I finally have the energy to enjoy the time I have with the girls, I am aware its because of the steroids, however I really don’t care, I am going to enjoy it as much as I can before it starts to wear off.
Also, this week I have learnt that my eldest is the most dramatic person I know.
Serious, this girl could win an award!
I have no idea how to stop this and it really is driving me mad, I never realised just how bad it has got until now.
I need a plan!