Recovery Is Imminent!
So last week was fun. Spent most of it sleeping in bed, with a drip in my arm. Saying that, it did stay in for the whole three days, which was a big shocker to both me and the nurse!
The disappointment and drudgery of life is starting to go. I think I am finally taking control and getting back on track.
I guess when I was going through the rough patch I should have considered a relapse. It never really occurred to me, I guess the tysabri helps loads, but does not make me invincible.
Probably need to remind myself of that from time to time :/
I guess thats the thing with a lifelong condition. Other people get to fully recover, be cured. But people like me don’t. We just get to have a little bit of normal before falling into a Multiple Sclerosis state.
Then we’re right back to where we started.
During my relapses I tend to always go into a little bit of a lost state. I sit and doubt myself repeatedly. Worry I will never again find my kind of normal.
But I do.
I just need reminding and reassurance from time to time.
So I guess that has been my last few weeks, and contributes to my continual silence.
A silence I hope to break, eventually. Right?!